FULL VIEW DEAR GOD PLEASE FULL VIEW

ok so before you all freak out, 1) my scanner ate it and 2) I know there are mistakes such as the shading is some areas. its making me mad but I can't seem to fix it. but this piece has a back ground story to it.

I have been on drawing block or what ever the hell you want to call if for quite some time. I have also been really depressed lately hence my hast poem thingy which also relates to this because the person who lowered the rope is the same person who has the wings here. this person has a name and that name is Nick. He's helped me through all this depression crap and he saved me from the darkness *notice the dark picture, the light comming and fading into black and in the light a man with wings saving the girl (me) from the darkness.* all that inspired me to draw this and it actually came out fairly well. so i'm proud of this (minus the mistakes which i am aware of thank you very much)

Time: ...too long...
What i used: pencil (lead and graphite*which are a pain in the ass to blend so i attacked it with a blending pencil*)

so note to self? never try to blend lead and graphite.. >.<